I found this story on Str8UpGayPorn, porn star Ryan Rose wrote a very revealing entry on his Tumblr “BITCHES BE LIKE… FUCK RYAN ROSE! ????” in response the criticism from Jaxton Wheeler.
Here’s where shit gets a little tricky. Shortly after signing with FalconStudios.com I totally fucked up. Actually fucked up is a huge understatement. I let alcohol, drugs, and my emotions get the best of me and I physically assaulted my boyfriend at the time @BobbyHartXXX leading to my arrest. Needless to say that was the last time I ever saw bobby. Upon my release from jail I went through a deep depression almost committing suicide. If it hadn’t been for my best friends @CoolTomPix, @FabScoutHoward, @GioCaruso, and believe it or not @FabScoutMatt I would have went straight to my San Diego apartment and drank drano till either I was about to pass out or till I couldn’t take the pain anymore when then I would have taken my 357 magnum snub nose and painted my walls with my brain. I’m not looking for pity or attention from this part the reason this is a little graphic is because this is what I had visioned in my head and what I was going to carry out. Reluctantly I didn’t go through with it.
This is the first time Ryan Rose writes about what happened at The Phoenix Forum last year.
I tucked my tail between my legs, picked up what was left of my broken heart, I couldn’t even find my pride or self esteem as I packed all I could in my truck and went back to Florida where my support (family) was waiting for me. I hid from the world for a few weeks and awaited for what I thought was going to be calls not only from attorneys and detectives but career ending calls from FabScout.com as well as FalconStudios.com. Saying the least all the legal stuff worked out and the career ending calls turned out to be calls of disappointment but still support provided I sought out help and promised to learn from my horrible mistakes never to repeat them ever. Shocked, I vowed I would never let myself raise my fists in rage, nor let down those who supported me probably when they wouldn’t have.
This might be off topic, but Ryan mentioned me in his writing. What he wrote is true.
You may think I’m full of shit and a total ego maniac but all the people who know me will willingly go to bat and fight that fight for me because that’s just not who I am. Ask @Str8UpGayPorn I be the first to sit with you an enjoy some 2 dollar nasty strippers or ask @QueerMeNow I will take you on a crazy night in SF getting you completely shit faced with fellow family exclusive porn stars but get you a limo home making sure your safe as my dumbass walks home searching for shoes.
Ryan talked about what happened on Friday, September 19th. I was at the filming of Tim And Roma Live in San Francisco. After the show Ryan Rose, Johnny V and Joey D let me tag along with them. Ryan ordered Fireball every bars we went. Everyone got drunk. And somehow Ryan threw Johnny’s shoe into the back of a running truck. And yes, Ryan got me and Johnny a limo back to the hotel but he refused to get in the limo.
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Johndoe says
It seems like he’s praising SC there but I remember him badmouthing them about the whole bareback thing a while back……hmmmm
Willie says
His facial features are still maturing. I might be interested in a scene of his in 5 or 10 years. Not caring one bit about his personal dramas.
Elmer says
Do not understand why people comment about his looks or lack of.
Happen to think he is a good looking dude .would be happy to be topped by someone so ” plain” .
Would also love to see the pics of the haters .
Louis Philippe says
Why the fuck when people don’t like something or somebody they are automatically haters? Different strokes, different folks (les goûts et les couleurs ça ne se discutent pas). I don’t think Ryan Rose is attractive all, but i don’t hate. Stop stanning like that please.
I sorry but the “it was the alcohol, i was in bad place…” PLEASE!!!! Alcohol only reveal your true nature without any inhibition, without the filter that your conscience is. Not everyone is “violent drunk”. But at leat he asked for help.
Jose Arribas says
This coming from a gay Republican. I’ll pass on the self hater
Matias says
Strong language but also strong emotions. Good thing is he has thought about his violent behavior and hopefully learned from it. I like his honesty. I hope his future has love, an interesting career outside porn (and good education).
@Louis Philippe I agree, disliking and hating are very different things, but one can find both on many net forums.
kevin says
Too many typos couldn’t read it.
GreGG says
Haters gotta hate..so much so that even Taylor Swift got to make ’em popular. If you do want a good serving of hatefulness …this forum can deliver. Its a gay forum….right?
thomas says
You know I say right on to Ryan, he maybe be a “ass” but he’s responsible & a fun person to be around in any scenario.
andrew says
I’m an even bigger Ryan fan after reading his comments. We all make mistakes. Sounds like Ryan is becoming a better person after facing his failings. Keep that body in awesome shape Ryan and continue to make great gay porn and thanks for your service in the United States Marine Corp.
Orestes says
Is sad to see that so many times the most beaty the most insecure..Happens also with fashion models, so may time comparing with other, too much attetion to others opions..
For many people to tell shit about porn stars is part of the game, can see it also on people comments about pop stars..Probably is just envy, or frustation for to know they are unreacheable for them..
I will tell time just to concentrate on him, and his job, everybody think he is fcking gorgeous and does a great job, but not everybody will say..